![]() ![]() These qualities you mention, faith, trust, patience. ![]() Bitter sweet for you because while you want this conversation to occur it also scares you. This means that even though it seems like they started this conversation, it is not going anywhere this week and may already Lay dead in the water. I have also felt right from the start that there would not be any deep communications occurring between the two of the, this week. This is why you are getting these quick one word answers back. First, remember your communication is going to be limited, we talked about how hard that would be but he is in close proximity to her right now and is scared to send anything too detailed or lengthy. Lets break this down a little for you, and you know that I would never, ever tell you not to trust your instincts but I also feel there seems to be more at this point then is actually going on. His going away and the opening up or beginning of the conversations. This was the clash of two separate events that would have been best noir to occur at the same time. As trivial as it sounds, it really is so disruptive so I know how much it must have sucked to retype your message. I know now horrible that is I have done like an hour long reading then hit send and it just disappeared. I emailed him back just a little bit ago and said,īefore I get into the reading, let me say how very sorry I am that you lost all that you had typed. So then i check my work email to see that this afternoon he had emailed me and said he hoped i was having a good day and told me about O's game. scared that he might decide he doesn't want me.) He again replied, yep. and trust." (this is what he told me last night when i told him i was scared. i told him that i was really anxious all day. ![]() I asked him if we were ok and he said yep. he doesn't want everything to come to a head around the girls). He said he was trying to lay low (i get that. I didn't hear from him at all today until just a little bit ago. What if he decided to stay? Then it's over. (the how do we keep doing this? do you not see or jusst not care that i am not and have not been happy for a very long time, conversation) That terrifies me. Basically, Jody now knows I am divorced and it started what he calls a good conversation and the beginning of a conversation that has to happen this week. ![]()
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